heyya. november's coming to a close. will you miss it?
I will. had a cousin over to my house today. hmmm. quite an interesting day i had today.
you know, sometimes, its just not fun to have people that are not really apreciative of what u have done for them. especially when u have gone tthru so much trouble to help accomodate them early in the morning. it "rocks" when u are awoken at 8.03 in the morning by a phone call.right. trying hard to sleep and there. ta daa. im awoken.just like that.

perhaps its just insecurity or what, i dunno, but its not nice to not give face to ur hosts by saying -ve things or feedback to what their actions are. all are +ve so far.havent done anything to mistreat. just dunno them. sometimes its fun when u just forget al the dicipline issues but its another thing altogether when they act up and say all sorts of things a- listers say. its not nice to brag to another ur kind.
imagine ur friend acting up infront of u . like la a lister. "COOL huh?"


all in all, its been a great eye opener, the best thing is,
we learn how to beter appreaciate the people around us, as they are nice for what they are. :)

heyyeah. im back. this time, with a new theorem.

The new emily theorem. Never ever play during any serious lessons or sessions. Especially hand games. Like CHI KO PA .It can really make u upset. sigh. was quite upset today. some people are like whatever when it comes to scoldings or feedback, but not me.
If u are in exco, u have reput. to maintain, whatever it is.So we have no choice but to be serious all the time. the most we can lighten up when during breaks or after choir sessions. But like Miss lim said, you are being watched all the time. Its really like " Always watching you" choir exco should start up a book on " being watched". Its really no fun, if u get what i mean.

even though u have finished a certain projj, it really is not finished, not like ymca's youth for causes, where finished-lets go. that kind of thing. We have to do follow ups . nOT fun. &there are always some members who are not always a piece of cake for u to handle. thats when we have to put on our thinking cap. ? any suggestions?

( im hearing jojo barking.right outside my house. tomoro he'll be gone. im tearing apart.)

lets put it this way: as sarah dessen says" LETS GET LOST"
but in reality, our job will never be done.

... so friends, let just do what we can.

Just do it. Nike.

hey ya. so the holiday has started. been quite busy with choir andschool business.
was at my neighbours yesterday and played with their dog.
I did nt like the dog at first, was very afraid of it. its partly due to the lack of xposure to animals all along. my brother was damn funny. he was more afraid of the animal than i was. when He himself opened the door to let the dog, JOJO, out he shouted and ran away. gues whhere he landed up? ontop of a dining chair. Was too hilarious. Joker.
I, couldnt do anything but to .. stand rooted to the spot, while the dog pawed away..
Slowly, he and I opened our hearts to the dog by playing withhim Fetch! as well as soccer with his favourite ball. I always hated this dog. The same dog that had been barking through the night, till 12 midnight, the same dog that had barked so fiercely at us when we were visiting, the same dog that was whining when locked up.
What i felt towards the dog after we left the house was in total contrast to what i initially felt.
while playing, the dog looked at me with those huge, brown eyes, begging me to play with him, to tickle him, to talk to him.
It really opened up a side of me to animals i had never thought i had.

After i left, i experienced a funny feeling. I actually missed that damned dog.
never had i thought i would miss an animal. It was so unexpected.
Though that dog may be leaving for good to another owner, on thursday, its beautiful face and glossy coat will forever be captured in my phone.

GOOD BYE JOJO!