Thursday, June 07, 2007

heyya. its 9.51, pm. have decided to talk about my story of the [mango children]. even at the least expected places, fun can occur. what a wonder.
we were at the market, having collected my new glasses. we bought quite a number of things. i ended up carrying 3 plastic bags in each hand. fyi, we bought 5 cans of drinks- whatever and anything. it was on sale. buy 5 get 1 free. cool huh?
we passes by the busstop near the on-renovation community centre. suddenly, i saw something drop. it resembled a tennis ball. curious, my maam went closer for a better look. she exclaimed it was pong pong, a poisonous fruit. i dint quite believe her, so i looked at the leaves of the tree. as scss bore mango trees, i felt that its leaves were kind of familiar. i disagreed with her proclaimation and said i was a mango instead. all green and small. fairly cute. XD
i picked the fruit up and sniffed it. indeed my guessed was right. haha. the fruit had been justified. it was a MANGO. right in the middle of market. twin mango trees were found in that area.
guess what i did next.
my maam offered her slipper, as a tool for whacking the ripe mangoes down. as silly as her idea sounded, we adopted it.no harm done right? my adventurous brother, hit down 3 mangoes, and we had a total of 4 mangoes at the end of 7.15. hunh. i ended up dead beat but it was fun. we played a role of [mango children] for the day.

a bit about the story on [my new glasses]. its red and its fairly rectangular. the same old pair i used back in p6. love it. really pray that i can get used to the vision pretty soon. XD
i like the phillipino girl working at chew's optics. shes really friendly and nice. over the voice mail, her voice is really sweet. anybody who gets her is h.d-ed lucky. (hot-damned, btw.)

moving on to tommorow's schedule. Eeks! going to SAMH- oasis day centre to do CIP. from what i gathered from other classmates and from ym own experience, those ppl potentially pose a danger. super scary. i really hope that tommorow would turn out fine. about today, i managed to finish PHYSICS! holiday homework, with techno on. heh.

speaking of techno. the song, summer rain, the alex k remix is really nice. my maam says its so under indian influence... is it? how come i cant tell. hehh. got no books to read now,thats y im blogging. i finished aimee, its very very negative, and suicidal.

let me talk more about it. [aimee] the book by [mary beth miller] is h.d-ed depressing, it is discouraged. its about this girl, who is accused of her friends suicide, and her trial and her life living as a 'prisoner' under probation. shes not allowed any phone calls.. no past friends, no communication with her previous life. life as in life before her friend, aimee's suicide. in this book , there is only ONE mention of her name . ZOE. thats all i know of her name. there are instances in this book where she tries to end her life, like chewing on the insides of her cheek to inflict pain on herself, or where her friend , HOPE slams the door on her arm over and over again till it breaks. or whacking ur hand on the shower head till it cracks. got a nightmare becuz of this.
dreamt that a group of us were killing a friend. dunno why, but the phrase from the book; luckily i dint make a mess, all the blood went down the drain. repeated in my dream and i freaked when i awoke. gruesome i can say. shant elaborate. it gets too much. X(
my maam strongly discouraged me from reading this deluding brainwashing quote-unquote books, she commented that it'll brainwash me, and i'll become lyk that. suicidal all the time.always finding a way to inflict pain, that life is not worth going on. from the book" what do i have left to go on? i have been waiting, u have to help me, end it today. " and "where she had found the strength to pull the razor across her wrist" is h.d-ED suicidal and scary. reading it makes me feel as though im them.

constant reminders have to be sounded while reading these kind of books. usually this kind of books are nice if they have intrapersonal relationships, lets say between friends. that is nice and heartwarming, but then if then that is severly lacking, i feel that there is little to compensate for the violence and destruction that is present in the book. like wild rose by deb scarlatti is nice, very balanced. even though her stepfather is a schezio., but the presence of Ian waters totally changes the story. i love those kind of stories. i know I.P relationships cannot be present now, so reading them gives me an idea. like honey baby sweetheart, also by deb, is quite nice. the part where the grandmothers 'kidnap" her friend from the aged home is funny.

Semi-automatic wielding, flaming red haird grandmother, hijacking an 18 wheeler. tres cool huh.
a character from the stephanie plum, and motor mouth, series, by Janet Evanovich. There, grandmothers have never acted so young before. there are also some imitations, lyk the Sarah Strohmeyer , bubbles series. love her role as a kick-ass hairdresser. i can never do that. kick-ass? pigs will fly.

its late. mental prepartion for tommoro in progress. cya.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

heyya. back again. now leaving me with approx 2 minutes to type the [story on my glasses].
sigh. now without glasses. waiting for the optician to fix it. mr fix it ya?
obviously.. my degrees for spectacles have changed. it has dropped by 25 to 50 degrees.cool huh?
so im told im one of the lucky ones who get a decrease in shortsightedness. but the pain of not wearing glasses for a few days comes along with it as well. hunh.
im reusing an old frame of mine, a red retangularish pair of glasses. guess it looks cool, without me wearing it! i tried doing physics today but failed terribly. apparently, my left contacts was overpowered, so anything in close focus caused dizziness. uber uncomfortable. dont try it at home. i felt dizzy and had a headache after 5 minutes. couldnt even press the numbers on the calc. pathetic ya. well. so was forced to give up homework. whereas homework on the comp was an exception. theres quite a distance form the compt and from ur eyes, so yeah, its not so bad.

got some new songs today. mostly techno. love them. dunno why, but orchestral music&techno dont quite make a good pair. still love them though.cascada is nice. try it.especially the [styles and breeze remix] it is super speedy. the one with the dj remix on behind this hazel eyes- the singer was tuned to hamster-chipmunk frequency&the song was going at 200 mph. pity the middle part was a rap, or else i'd tranferred it to my phone.

its already the second week of holiday. how many days are left till the rush returns?approx 16 to 18 days. honestly, i have tried reading the chinese book, however, reading and homework are not turning out well for me without glasses!

lucky ones, not having to change or go without glasses. envy is oozing out of the screen while reading this.its getting late. im dead beat. gotta jet.

your's truly!
CH'elles!
heyya!
its the holidays and after RMUN!. its kind of sad in a way that rmun has ended.its beyond words, the experience. now i feel 50 bucks is an understatement for the whole event itself.
the food sucks, but the ppl there dont.
we had d&d at the last day. RJC is h.d. big. walkingin court shoes is equivalent to walking to bugis in stilettoes. those court shoes bite. perhaps we should all follow mdm ong's advice and start biting the shoes be4 they bite them.
i still havent done my a maths 2 yet. wait for my glasses to be restored 1st. its becuz of the drop in my eyesight! thats y i had to change the glasses. changing to red glasses. nice i think.tres chic.
why i changed blogskins? cuz i felt that i should change it everyholiday. some kind of significance u know?