Thursday, June 05, 2008

heyy! decided that i would type in orange today. ive got 3 minutes. today is a friday. 2 weeks of the jun e holidays have gone by
i never rmbered the june holidays going by so fast. this is madness. ugh.

let me tell you something interesting. try to multitask.

Monday, June 02, 2008

i believe this deserves to g o onto the blog.
today was bio spa day.
what a day. i cracked 2 capillary tubes and cut my hand, got 3 visking tubing and 2 strings. next
my calculator died. sin cos and tangent al canot press.
sigh
just because of this thats why i have to change the calculator? what a waste!
what to do. i think t his is the 4 th or 5 th one i have owned so far. oh yearh. my hand phone alreade gave up on me!
the sms function is not working.
HOT damn.
again.
if people know my mistakes in bio spa, then why do they keep harping on it ? hah
i dont want to complain but i cant help it.
so i decided enough was enough. each time they get together its like a damn hot furnace of hidden insults and derogatory terms. dont you feel it?
today was bad enough. what about their comments?
dont talk about mid yr and bring up all the corpses. but i dunt understand why they compare here and there and end up hurting feelings.

wel....benedict was quite sad today.
sad for him. hope he is okay.

coming back. when you are helping them and when they start to insult you in a way i dont think they know, then you';d feel quite sad and re luctant thinking : why am i putting in so mucheffort? its just not worth it.

reflecting again. you would reconsider and forgve them. thats what i always do.
cant afford to harp n it. right?
then. hearing the chines e flowing words from the tv, i get that feeling of remorse.

now that its coming to 9 pm. and that im getting tiredd; i wonder if id just fade into my world of ficticious charactors . the real world is not for u to enjoy at all. with those shady actions her and there and whn en people get close to you and all. this is ba d and irri ta ting.



hey alex. just wish you were here x)
Yours truly,,
chellest- like the broken glass