heyhey, its been another few days. went to sch today for open house. was not bad. choir improved!. spoke to vanessa today and it was quite great. long time dint talk to her. a week seems long man.
u know what? sometimes, we should not think too much.
like when wehave the things around us we tend not to appreciate. this is bad i know. but i tend to be irritated sometimes.
well, i try not to anymore.
so sry ppl. (:
i dont want to be a person i am not. (:
Friday, November 21, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
heyhey, today is thursday (:
listening to i see the light by dj hixxy. damn great remix of the original one. this cd is on hardcore till i die. i really should get it but dont see it selling anywhere. neither do i see clubland cds being sold. maybe its a uk thing? but its damn great. better than any speed up cds. this is extreme. like angel eyes by hixxy too. its good. youtube has it but the prob with it its that i cant be downloaded. :(
was reading the book called TRASHED, by alison gaylin. her first two books were not as good as this. even lee child said so. must check out harlen coben man.
this is ultra cool. weird thing the cds hav some weirdsongs. like clubland14, it wasnt as good as 13. the xtreme hardcore was better. the webb has the list of songs but it all depends whether we can log on to download it. Or not. :) love those remixes.
your's techno-ing,
CHELLEST
listening to i see the light by dj hixxy. damn great remix of the original one. this cd is on hardcore till i die. i really should get it but dont see it selling anywhere. neither do i see clubland cds being sold. maybe its a uk thing? but its damn great. better than any speed up cds. this is extreme. like angel eyes by hixxy too. its good. youtube has it but the prob with it its that i cant be downloaded. :(
was reading the book called TRASHED, by alison gaylin. her first two books were not as good as this. even lee child said so. must check out harlen coben man.
this is ultra cool. weird thing the cds hav some weirdsongs. like clubland14, it wasnt as good as 13. the xtreme hardcore was better. the webb has the list of songs but it all depends whether we can log on to download it. Or not. :) love those remixes.
your's techno-ing,
CHELLEST
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
JACK REACHER!!!!! this is madness.
Lee child's killing floor: Cut his throat. You dont do it with one elegant swipe. Not like in the movies. No knife is sharp enough for that. There's all kinds of tough gristle in the human throat. You have to saw back and forth with a lot of strength. Takes a while. But it works. By the time u have sawed down to the bone the guy is out dead.
Insanely cool.
Another patch:
I kept the blade as the weapon of my choice. Silent. But the shotgun would be better than the desert eagle( another monster gun) as a backup. With a Mag-10 ( Ithaca Mag-10, super large gun) as long as its pointed vaguely in the right direction, you're going to score.
man, i wish i had one of that. (:
Jack reacher is the most cool guy besides John Rain, *(Fujiwara-Junichi. ) my dear assassin. i got his picture in my phone., as my screensaver. (: like the survellience techniques, he's damn good at it. i love the diversion techniques, the opening of the left car door but leaving but the right to con those hispanic guys. omg thats so cool. i doubt i'll ever meet anyone like this in my entire life.
your's truely.
Chellest !( JACK REACHER!!!)
Lee child's killing floor: Cut his throat. You dont do it with one elegant swipe. Not like in the movies. No knife is sharp enough for that. There's all kinds of tough gristle in the human throat. You have to saw back and forth with a lot of strength. Takes a while. But it works. By the time u have sawed down to the bone the guy is out dead.
Insanely cool.
Another patch:
I kept the blade as the weapon of my choice. Silent. But the shotgun would be better than the desert eagle( another monster gun) as a backup. With a Mag-10 ( Ithaca Mag-10, super large gun) as long as its pointed vaguely in the right direction, you're going to score.
man, i wish i had one of that. (:
Jack reacher is the most cool guy besides John Rain, *(Fujiwara-Junichi. ) my dear assassin. i got his picture in my phone., as my screensaver. (: like the survellience techniques, he's damn good at it. i love the diversion techniques, the opening of the left car door but leaving but the right to con those hispanic guys. omg thats so cool. i doubt i'll ever meet anyone like this in my entire life.
your's truely.
Chellest !( JACK REACHER!!!)
Sunday, November 16, 2008
heyhey! its been a long time. (:
what shall we do today? rest. i guess. walked too much yesterday already. learnt something new that day. and the days before. like when i went out with friends, its definitely good to get someone like-minded that likes books and such. then when u start ogling at stationary or books they look at u as if ur mad. Ugh.
thats really so sad. please, when like u love that place so much and ur heading towards it, its not so nice to say derogatory things about that place. then it makes u think twice about ur decision.
another sad thing.
thats why its important to get like minded friends out who can establish a routine and not just tag along....
my dear jack reacher!! in my sims and in my bag. so cool. alex!! delaware, i just bought his book, compulsion and i saw BONES. OMG i wanted tht book so badly but it went against me on purpose.its $30!!
this is truely insane.
another tip for going out for long distances. dO NOT wear flats out. or heels. they dont work.-for me that is (: and dont get lost. i have to have a virtual map in my head or else my mum and i would get lost.
oh yes, i saw june and her mum at suntec yesterday. she looked so pretty.
and please, on the bus, friends out there, u realy think that cuddling virtual pets is cute and so sweet? ITs damn sick man. no offence. (:
but all in all, there are always things to learn when u go out. (: and guess what? i bought a damn shiny hp pouch. super nice. and ex.
gotta go,
your's truely,
CHELLEST.
what shall we do today? rest. i guess. walked too much yesterday already. learnt something new that day. and the days before. like when i went out with friends, its definitely good to get someone like-minded that likes books and such. then when u start ogling at stationary or books they look at u as if ur mad. Ugh.
thats really so sad. please, when like u love that place so much and ur heading towards it, its not so nice to say derogatory things about that place. then it makes u think twice about ur decision.
another sad thing.
thats why its important to get like minded friends out who can establish a routine and not just tag along....
my dear jack reacher!! in my sims and in my bag. so cool. alex!! delaware, i just bought his book, compulsion and i saw BONES. OMG i wanted tht book so badly but it went against me on purpose.its $30!!
this is truely insane.
another tip for going out for long distances. dO NOT wear flats out. or heels. they dont work.-for me that is (: and dont get lost. i have to have a virtual map in my head or else my mum and i would get lost.
oh yes, i saw june and her mum at suntec yesterday. she looked so pretty.
and please, on the bus, friends out there, u realy think that cuddling virtual pets is cute and so sweet? ITs damn sick man. no offence. (:
but all in all, there are always things to learn when u go out. (: and guess what? i bought a damn shiny hp pouch. super nice. and ex.
gotta go,
your's truely,
CHELLEST.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Monday, June 02, 2008
i believe this deserves to g o onto the blog.
today was bio spa day.
what a day. i cracked 2 capillary tubes and cut my hand, got 3 visking tubing and 2 strings. next
my calculator died. sin cos and tangent al canot press.
sigh
just because of this thats why i have to change the calculator? what a waste!
what to do. i think t his is the 4 th or 5 th one i have owned so far. oh yearh. my hand phone alreade gave up on me!
the sms function is not working.
HOT damn.
again.
if people know my mistakes in bio spa, then why do they keep harping on it ? hah
i dont want to complain but i cant help it.
so i decided enough was enough. each time they get together its like a damn hot furnace of hidden insults and derogatory terms. dont you feel it?
today was bad enough. what about their comments?
dont talk about mid yr and bring up all the corpses. but i dunt understand why they compare here and there and end up hurting feelings.
wel....benedict was quite sad today.
sad for him. hope he is okay.
coming back. when you are helping them and when they start to insult you in a way i dont think they know, then you';d feel quite sad and re luctant thinking : why am i putting in so mucheffort? its just not worth it.
reflecting again. you would reconsider and forgve them. thats what i always do.
cant afford to harp n it. right?
then. hearing the chines e flowing words from the tv, i get that feeling of remorse.
now that its coming to 9 pm. and that im getting tiredd; i wonder if id just fade into my world of ficticious charactors . the real world is not for u to enjoy at all. with those shady actions her and there and whn en people get close to you and all. this is ba d and irri ta ting.
hey alex. just wish you were here x)
Yours truly,,
chellest- like the broken glass
today was bio spa day.
what a day. i cracked 2 capillary tubes and cut my hand, got 3 visking tubing and 2 strings. next
my calculator died. sin cos and tangent al canot press.
sigh
just because of this thats why i have to change the calculator? what a waste!
what to do. i think t his is the 4 th or 5 th one i have owned so far. oh yearh. my hand phone alreade gave up on me!
the sms function is not working.
HOT damn.
again.
if people know my mistakes in bio spa, then why do they keep harping on it ? hah
i dont want to complain but i cant help it.
so i decided enough was enough. each time they get together its like a damn hot furnace of hidden insults and derogatory terms. dont you feel it?
today was bad enough. what about their comments?
dont talk about mid yr and bring up all the corpses. but i dunt understand why they compare here and there and end up hurting feelings.
wel....benedict was quite sad today.
sad for him. hope he is okay.
coming back. when you are helping them and when they start to insult you in a way i dont think they know, then you';d feel quite sad and re luctant thinking : why am i putting in so mucheffort? its just not worth it.
reflecting again. you would reconsider and forgve them. thats what i always do.
cant afford to harp n it. right?
then. hearing the chines e flowing words from the tv, i get that feeling of remorse.
now that its coming to 9 pm. and that im getting tiredd; i wonder if id just fade into my world of ficticious charactors . the real world is not for u to enjoy at all. with those shady actions her and there and whn en people get close to you and all. this is ba d and irri ta ting.
hey alex. just wish you were here x)
Yours truly,,
chellest- like the broken glass
Friday, May 30, 2008
Heyy friends,
thought that is was time that i changed that depressing skin of mine.now is white and more positive right?
hehe dont bother looking at the last two posts that i posted. not really important. just no-sense thing. not worth listening to.
i must remind myself
not to cconstantly complain . life is much better with out it.
like how he keeps saying.
i can do it
right
.
at least somebody or people say that. at least in sch:) many people are out ther playing and im not one of the people in their group. but thats okay.
i can do it in other ways. dont worry .
like how i can imagine people walking down the streets. walking on the same path. gazing into each others eyes and smiling.
some people have the luxury to do that,
i dont think i need to . right alex?
my mother askd me if i wanted to marry you. guess what i said.
no thanks-you were not responsible enough,
speaking about you in past tense seems as though you are not there. but how real can you get?
again. people like us get disappointed. right jack?
people make mistakes- LIKE YOU AND VIOLETA AND MICHLELE that singer.
you do regret it. alex, rmb the time in flesh and blood- robin was jealous of that girl. saying you were to seduce her.
well. another mistake made. im supposed to be doing my english. right.
i guess i make mistakes too.
like how i scream and shout when im fed up.
i dont think they do that.
what we can expect of both of them is that they can go on with haarrneeymooning. SHOULD WE BOTHEr alex and jack??
lets ask the navy seals. they said not to bother.
actually, u know what i am really talking about?
i really dont like what they are doing.
seeing all those perfect couples in the world would just make you wallow in your sorrows and its just adding salt to the wound. do the wounds just multiply themselves?
i dunno. guess it just did.
mum said that it was correct and perfectly healthy and normal not to make you r male friend relationships in to a love one.
she is a superbly experienced person and i will never doubt her on this.
looking at the amount of controverseuy ( dunno how to spell) and resentment it creates. just tell them to stop it.
right in their face.
with that kind of disgusting things going on.
whos not going to bother.?! even if alex, you say that life is better ignoring them? YOUR So optimistic. jack? sigh. i have you on my table. so what to do?
rantings got to end somewhere.
let it go. . resentment is not going anywher.
POUND POUND POUND....... pound those feelings away.,
this new blogs purpose is just for the above line.
thank you for ur rapt attention.
thought that is was time that i changed that depressing skin of mine.now is white and more positive right?
hehe dont bother looking at the last two posts that i posted. not really important. just no-sense thing. not worth listening to.
i must remind myself
not to cconstantly complain . life is much better with out it.
like how he keeps saying.
i can do it
right
.
at least somebody or people say that. at least in sch:) many people are out ther playing and im not one of the people in their group. but thats okay.
i can do it in other ways. dont worry .
like how i can imagine people walking down the streets. walking on the same path. gazing into each others eyes and smiling.
some people have the luxury to do that,
i dont think i need to . right alex?
my mother askd me if i wanted to marry you. guess what i said.
no thanks-you were not responsible enough,
speaking about you in past tense seems as though you are not there. but how real can you get?
again. people like us get disappointed. right jack?
people make mistakes- LIKE YOU AND VIOLETA AND MICHLELE that singer.
you do regret it. alex, rmb the time in flesh and blood- robin was jealous of that girl. saying you were to seduce her.
well. another mistake made. im supposed to be doing my english. right.
i guess i make mistakes too.
like how i scream and shout when im fed up.
i dont think they do that.
what we can expect of both of them is that they can go on with haarrneeymooning. SHOULD WE BOTHEr alex and jack??
lets ask the navy seals. they said not to bother.
actually, u know what i am really talking about?
i really dont like what they are doing.
seeing all those perfect couples in the world would just make you wallow in your sorrows and its just adding salt to the wound. do the wounds just multiply themselves?
i dunno. guess it just did.
mum said that it was correct and perfectly healthy and normal not to make you r male friend relationships in to a love one.
she is a superbly experienced person and i will never doubt her on this.
looking at the amount of controverseuy ( dunno how to spell) and resentment it creates. just tell them to stop it.
right in their face.
with that kind of disgusting things going on.
whos not going to bother.?! even if alex, you say that life is better ignoring them? YOUR So optimistic. jack? sigh. i have you on my table. so what to do?
rantings got to end somewhere.
let it go. . resentment is not going anywher.
POUND POUND POUND....... pound those feelings away.,
this new blogs purpose is just for the above line.
thank you for ur rapt attention.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
i dont like this.
its every time in the holidays and i am disappointed yet again. asking me to go out with her and then she herself cant go?
sigh. i know that life is not all fair but at least if i can pay a visit to my dearest alexander and my anbc shop, i would feel abit better. all work and no fun? fun yeah. but i had some ....
mum says its peer pressure. everybody going out and all. father agreed to bring me out tomoro but how credible is he in the first place? heee
that oine i cannt voush for.
so many hitches and disappointments . like some friends i know getting a boyfriend helps them solve th8is horrible problem.
is it a problem or what?
more of a time waster. wasting more and more time, getting yourself into unnecessary trouble . waht a hasssle. i really dislike this kind of situation and its like the whole troupe of people marching together if we go but then thats why i dont like it. moments cannot be forced.
perhaps i just should drown in my world of combined humanities.
its every time in the holidays and i am disappointed yet again. asking me to go out with her and then she herself cant go?
sigh. i know that life is not all fair but at least if i can pay a visit to my dearest alexander and my anbc shop, i would feel abit better. all work and no fun? fun yeah. but i had some ....
mum says its peer pressure. everybody going out and all. father agreed to bring me out tomoro but how credible is he in the first place? heee
that oine i cannt voush for.
so many hitches and disappointments . like some friends i know getting a boyfriend helps them solve th8is horrible problem.
is it a problem or what?
more of a time waster. wasting more and more time, getting yourself into unnecessary trouble . waht a hasssle. i really dislike this kind of situation and its like the whole troupe of people marching together if we go but then thats why i dont like it. moments cannot be forced.
perhaps i just should drown in my world of combined humanities.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
?heyy, its a long time since i posted this. writing in yellow now. Last post was what? December? Cool huh. but again. its not so cool now. so demoralised.
this year has been hard so far. usually i dont talk feelings on blogs. but well, i feel like breaking the rule now. XD
this exam has not been a total success but has for me a total failure. if im comparing.. IM always comparing. when am i not? to the past years. i think i rather go live in a mountain.
go hide away.
chinese exam in coming and i amhere posting. Vanessa probably has heard this A THOUSAND times from me in one variation or another. haha. sad case. she's probably the person who knows me quite a lot given being in choir and all. well i dont claim to be her confidante too!
like friends in this class. theyre quite nice. but sometimes because i find that there is an invisible wall that is hard to break through even if u stare into their eyes.
sigh life's like that.
im begining to sound like " DEPRESSIon " itself. well, dont u think i need alex delaware, my fav psych? you know what? his latest appearance is in compulsion. sigh. so nice.
changing the topic, i understand now why humans are the most complex beings. so totally astract and unpredictable. and they can influence each other . like how i see people getting the " magnetic INFLUX" by each other and sounding like each other. what a joke!
by the way, im not a fan of the word Jia you.
this is probably the coolest entry i had all along.
well, thats all. DEAR ALEX!!! when wil you appear?
...you will take my breath away.( ENG compre !)
.. yours truly,,
CHEllest.
towards Re-moralisation.
this year has been hard so far. usually i dont talk feelings on blogs. but well, i feel like breaking the rule now. XD
this exam has not been a total success but has for me a total failure. if im comparing.. IM always comparing. when am i not? to the past years. i think i rather go live in a mountain.
go hide away.
chinese exam in coming and i amhere posting. Vanessa probably has heard this A THOUSAND times from me in one variation or another. haha. sad case. she's probably the person who knows me quite a lot given being in choir and all. well i dont claim to be her confidante too!
like friends in this class. theyre quite nice. but sometimes because i find that there is an invisible wall that is hard to break through even if u stare into their eyes.
sigh life's like that.
im begining to sound like " DEPRESSIon " itself. well, dont u think i need alex delaware, my fav psych? you know what? his latest appearance is in compulsion. sigh. so nice.
changing the topic, i understand now why humans are the most complex beings. so totally astract and unpredictable. and they can influence each other . like how i see people getting the " magnetic INFLUX" by each other and sounding like each other. what a joke!
by the way, im not a fan of the word Jia you.
this is probably the coolest entry i had all along.
well, thats all. DEAR ALEX!!! when wil you appear?
...you will take my breath away.( ENG compre !)
.. yours truly,,
CHEllest.
towards Re-moralisation.
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