What's the point of like saving so much time and trying to do as fast as you can while the other person can't be bothered to save time or to be early. How does that make you feel? It just makes you feel small and insignificant. Like why bother with people anyway. Since they're just going to let you down. Just do lab everyday la and be happy.
But at the end of the day am I really going to be happy? Or am I happier alone? I really don't know. Maybe I'm really happier alone. When the whole romance thing fades off and reality sets in. Like the faults of the other person just clouds out everything else then I guess it's time to be alone?
Why make the mistake of stepping into another ones house knowing that you'll never end up with that person? Why bother helping and saying all those things to help you to keep track of your time and be early but you don't even take an effort to.
Previously you didn't want me to shut down. Now you seem like you don't mind me doing it. Why not I shut down on you and not say anything so you won't ever know and you wouldn't have to feel short changed or insignificant ever. When you get together with another person who actually doesn't mind you being late and paying games then I guess I'll be happy for you. Because I don't think that I'll ever be able to have that around. Another half an hour if we don't get this resolved if you don't bother coming up to talk to me I'm going home. Shut me out lor.
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