Thursday, July 26, 2007

Thursday, June 07, 2007

heyya. its 9.51, pm. have decided to talk about my story of the [mango children]. even at the least expected places, fun can occur. what a wonder.
we were at the market, having collected my new glasses. we bought quite a number of things. i ended up carrying 3 plastic bags in each hand. fyi, we bought 5 cans of drinks- whatever and anything. it was on sale. buy 5 get 1 free. cool huh?
we passes by the busstop near the on-renovation community centre. suddenly, i saw something drop. it resembled a tennis ball. curious, my maam went closer for a better look. she exclaimed it was pong pong, a poisonous fruit. i dint quite believe her, so i looked at the leaves of the tree. as scss bore mango trees, i felt that its leaves were kind of familiar. i disagreed with her proclaimation and said i was a mango instead. all green and small. fairly cute. XD
i picked the fruit up and sniffed it. indeed my guessed was right. haha. the fruit had been justified. it was a MANGO. right in the middle of market. twin mango trees were found in that area.
guess what i did next.
my maam offered her slipper, as a tool for whacking the ripe mangoes down. as silly as her idea sounded, we adopted it.no harm done right? my adventurous brother, hit down 3 mangoes, and we had a total of 4 mangoes at the end of 7.15. hunh. i ended up dead beat but it was fun. we played a role of [mango children] for the day.

a bit about the story on [my new glasses]. its red and its fairly rectangular. the same old pair i used back in p6. love it. really pray that i can get used to the vision pretty soon. XD
i like the phillipino girl working at chew's optics. shes really friendly and nice. over the voice mail, her voice is really sweet. anybody who gets her is h.d-ed lucky. (hot-damned, btw.)

moving on to tommorow's schedule. Eeks! going to SAMH- oasis day centre to do CIP. from what i gathered from other classmates and from ym own experience, those ppl potentially pose a danger. super scary. i really hope that tommorow would turn out fine. about today, i managed to finish PHYSICS! holiday homework, with techno on. heh.

speaking of techno. the song, summer rain, the alex k remix is really nice. my maam says its so under indian influence... is it? how come i cant tell. hehh. got no books to read now,thats y im blogging. i finished aimee, its very very negative, and suicidal.

let me talk more about it. [aimee] the book by [mary beth miller] is h.d-ed depressing, it is discouraged. its about this girl, who is accused of her friends suicide, and her trial and her life living as a 'prisoner' under probation. shes not allowed any phone calls.. no past friends, no communication with her previous life. life as in life before her friend, aimee's suicide. in this book , there is only ONE mention of her name . ZOE. thats all i know of her name. there are instances in this book where she tries to end her life, like chewing on the insides of her cheek to inflict pain on herself, or where her friend , HOPE slams the door on her arm over and over again till it breaks. or whacking ur hand on the shower head till it cracks. got a nightmare becuz of this.
dreamt that a group of us were killing a friend. dunno why, but the phrase from the book; luckily i dint make a mess, all the blood went down the drain. repeated in my dream and i freaked when i awoke. gruesome i can say. shant elaborate. it gets too much. X(
my maam strongly discouraged me from reading this deluding brainwashing quote-unquote books, she commented that it'll brainwash me, and i'll become lyk that. suicidal all the time.always finding a way to inflict pain, that life is not worth going on. from the book" what do i have left to go on? i have been waiting, u have to help me, end it today. " and "where she had found the strength to pull the razor across her wrist" is h.d-ED suicidal and scary. reading it makes me feel as though im them.

constant reminders have to be sounded while reading these kind of books. usually this kind of books are nice if they have intrapersonal relationships, lets say between friends. that is nice and heartwarming, but then if then that is severly lacking, i feel that there is little to compensate for the violence and destruction that is present in the book. like wild rose by deb scarlatti is nice, very balanced. even though her stepfather is a schezio., but the presence of Ian waters totally changes the story. i love those kind of stories. i know I.P relationships cannot be present now, so reading them gives me an idea. like honey baby sweetheart, also by deb, is quite nice. the part where the grandmothers 'kidnap" her friend from the aged home is funny.

Semi-automatic wielding, flaming red haird grandmother, hijacking an 18 wheeler. tres cool huh.
a character from the stephanie plum, and motor mouth, series, by Janet Evanovich. There, grandmothers have never acted so young before. there are also some imitations, lyk the Sarah Strohmeyer , bubbles series. love her role as a kick-ass hairdresser. i can never do that. kick-ass? pigs will fly.

its late. mental prepartion for tommoro in progress. cya.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

heyya. back again. now leaving me with approx 2 minutes to type the [story on my glasses].
sigh. now without glasses. waiting for the optician to fix it. mr fix it ya?
obviously.. my degrees for spectacles have changed. it has dropped by 25 to 50 degrees.cool huh?
so im told im one of the lucky ones who get a decrease in shortsightedness. but the pain of not wearing glasses for a few days comes along with it as well. hunh.
im reusing an old frame of mine, a red retangularish pair of glasses. guess it looks cool, without me wearing it! i tried doing physics today but failed terribly. apparently, my left contacts was overpowered, so anything in close focus caused dizziness. uber uncomfortable. dont try it at home. i felt dizzy and had a headache after 5 minutes. couldnt even press the numbers on the calc. pathetic ya. well. so was forced to give up homework. whereas homework on the comp was an exception. theres quite a distance form the compt and from ur eyes, so yeah, its not so bad.

got some new songs today. mostly techno. love them. dunno why, but orchestral music&techno dont quite make a good pair. still love them though.cascada is nice. try it.especially the [styles and breeze remix] it is super speedy. the one with the dj remix on behind this hazel eyes- the singer was tuned to hamster-chipmunk frequency&the song was going at 200 mph. pity the middle part was a rap, or else i'd tranferred it to my phone.

its already the second week of holiday. how many days are left till the rush returns?approx 16 to 18 days. honestly, i have tried reading the chinese book, however, reading and homework are not turning out well for me without glasses!

lucky ones, not having to change or go without glasses. envy is oozing out of the screen while reading this.its getting late. im dead beat. gotta jet.

your's truly!
CH'elles!
heyya!
its the holidays and after RMUN!. its kind of sad in a way that rmun has ended.its beyond words, the experience. now i feel 50 bucks is an understatement for the whole event itself.
the food sucks, but the ppl there dont.
we had d&d at the last day. RJC is h.d. big. walkingin court shoes is equivalent to walking to bugis in stilettoes. those court shoes bite. perhaps we should all follow mdm ong's advice and start biting the shoes be4 they bite them.
i still havent done my a maths 2 yet. wait for my glasses to be restored 1st. its becuz of the drop in my eyesight! thats y i had to change the glasses. changing to red glasses. nice i think.tres chic.
why i changed blogskins? cuz i felt that i should change it everyholiday. some kind of significance u know?

Saturday, May 26, 2007

heyya! Rmun's coming.

okkay..these few days are tiring, but fun. i get to shop. for once.

Report book!
its fine actually. not anything surprising or suddenly out of the ordinary.

MdM Ong!
Feel sad and sorry for her that we have left such a horrid and unsympathatic impression on her. we have failed in understanding her , & have disappointed her badly.
WE'RE SORRY !!!

Rmun!
huge debate on whether to quit or to stay. so we decided to stay. got the dress code done and left one working paper to do. haha.

Piano!
exams are coming soon! pressure to practice scales from teacher. pieces are important too.

Friends!
settled quite an unsettling problem.



gotta go.

Friday, May 18, 2007

heyya.. its been a long time.

this 5 months seems like a long sigh. chem com, syf and rmun.
next? my g8 exam.

participating in rmun seems like a bad nightmare? some people want to backout and that seems almost universal. i met quite a few people today, but that dint quite help. most were somewhat unprepared like us. rushing isnt quite the answer for rmun if u come to think about it. sample working paper? resolutions? and what ? the dammed fashion parade? super terrable im telling you.
NOTHING Is working out! although we managed to scrape thru today's presentation, i doubt we'll make it thru the 1st day. mr k. seems disinterested in rmun. aloof more like it. he came today to see us for awhile, left without telling us and guess what? he wore so informal u could have thought he was going for a pool party.

HOT DAmn.
i really am not sure what to do. yes, i can call up my new friends and enquire, but then? people have made up their minds if they wanted to continue. mr k really dosent seem to know what is going on there. what ever he says is really the opposite. remember the history exam? study 0-66 whereas mr seng said study only 20 pages. what is this?

futhermore, he said no q&a today. when i asked hester from RV, she said 2 mins q&a. how reliable is he?

this is really seeming like a bad nightmare. quote quote. how i wish i could shut my eyes and wake up from this horrid dream. unquote unquote.

oh god. were so dead. help us?


your'S tRuly
CHell'est!

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Alternative energy sources


Content
Current MAJOR energy source
–Fossil Fuels
-Alternative Energy sources
–Nuclear Energy
–Biomass
–Biogas

–Biofuel
–Bioethanol





Friday, December 29, 2006

HEYaaa!!

WEnt to lot one just now and underbought dinner. duh. WHAT kind of mistake is that?!
yah, so.. had to sacrifice my beloved burger and eat OATS instead. maby playing mario party 2 later on. see how.

thinking of homework, i have completed all- except writing out the speech.yeah. so.. have to recopy my zuowen. cuz its done in draft yeah?


was reading lisa jackson's the morning after. nice good book.
another guy to my list. : pierce reed. number 42.XD its getting better andbbetter.

no ride in car next year. X(... god will provide?


oh yeah. drembt of rooming with jesus during choir camp. is that some sort of sign? i guess. oh well, got to eat sooon or else i'll faint. DIA COURVRANT willllllllllll be able to save me.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006




HEYyya!!

here to share some of my pics with you!! this is the pic i( center) with my cousins!!
dont u just love maeve?

your's truly..

CHELLes :)

Friday, December 22, 2006

hEyyA!!


________lost in side.....;;;; shes lost inside - lost inside ._________________


avril lavigne's nobody's home. and i lovrr the keep HOlding on.


lOVE these words_
1) belladonna
2)tardive dyskinesia
3)thorazine
4)unpalatable
5)chloropromazine







cuz u know i'll make it through_______cuz u know im here for you*
KEEEP .....HOLDING ON..................... cuz u know i'll make it though..........




your;s truly.
missing alex, and dillon.



CHe''lles!
:. till the stars shine
HEYyA!!
SMART taxi!!!


smrt taxi... back from camp! the assumptions of camp!

1) people will spoil the camp by giving no encouragements.
2) the food is disgusting.
3) there will be no proper beds to sleep in.
4) not fun.
5) ants are everywhere.





so.... fiction: 1,3 and 4.

SMART TAXI?!

Friday, December 15, 2006

HEYYa!!

family going jb on 21 i think and i AM left at choir camp singing while they are enjoying themselves.( i think). ; listening to AVRIL lavigne's keep holding on.featured in eragon. omg. love the poster. to death. currently reading linda howard's mr perfect.


junior xiao jun said she'd be online now. but NOOO. she's not. hm.... how long more?
choir today was 9 to six.


??


lalala. time files.


weeks flew by without much notice.8 weeks have passes and what holiday are we left with!?
sam donovan. im going to add u to my 36++ and counting.


XOXOXO.

sam=thompson=sc taylor= james quinlan= sam hooker= ramsey hunt=ford macdougal=ben ravens.....




just keep holding on...

till my list gets to 50.

your's TRULY.
CHe'llesT!

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

HEYYYYA !!

I finally can see the original colour of my comp. yay. but for the time being, i have to put up with this one before i can get a new LCD. already checked out the prices for the screens. thinking to get the same brand. samsung. again.

OKAY!
returned from lot1. bought food! and ate but left the meat there. sorry for being so wasteful but i didnt mean to. felt so stuffed already.

people watching tv! downstairs. eating too. preparing to bathe yet am stuck here. not that i want to be "stuck" here on forced will, its just that wanted to DEDICATE time , duhhh.


spoke with giselle! over the msn, chrisll's friend. seemed like a nice person though. said she slacked but didnt believe her. SHE CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT. thats what i think. she's homeschooled btw.
______________________________________________________________
[ALEX!]

missing you. hehe. sorry if i put u outside the bathroom and left u there, while ranger and his friends were returned to their homes. (the library). together with thompson cahill! too.
omg. what i read in time bomb wasnt what i expected it to be.
WHY!? why the on off with robin? its really not like you to go around with linda after all, who is she for u to trust so easily?

REALLY FED-UP because of that. you OWE me big time.

even if u say that she has been through so much, i can understand that. BUT WHY do u just go off with her!? WHO IS SHE? AGAIN?! even though robin is "spacey" with u and all, but she is trying to say "sorry". u yourself said that u wanted to get your break!!!


ARGH!

++++++++++++++//+++++++++++++++
sorry . just needed to rant.


dont forget alex, u owe me.


your's truly-

CH'elles!


p.s. all your previous debts, like with SHAROn manson. u havent repaid them yet.

Monday, December 11, 2006

HEEYYAA!!
sorry if i hadn't posted in a long time.here's what i wanted :

alex delaware in JAPANESE: アレックスデラウェア州
CHINESE: 亚历克斯・特拉华
RUSSIAN:alex Делавер

now doing my chinese homework.
.......... not sure if going out later.
having choir on friday. 1-5.
and SORRY to melissa yeow if i made her wait today due to the wrong info i had on the choir timing. SORRY. again.


XOXOXOXs. to all the 21 and counting on my list.

gotta go.

ps to 勤风。- i'll place u in my 22 and counting .


xoxox. your's TRULY!
CH-elles!!

Thursday, December 07, 2006

HEYYYYAA!

now listening to piece of heaven by cascada. quite nice.

Finished choir already. sUNG gamelan till i sweat. wilson was not here.

alex! dillon! have to wait until next year than i can see you. HUMPH. but sorry guys, i have to add one more guy into the list. THOPMSON CAHILL. rocks. can do karate . judo and kick boxing..


come back later!! TATAA for now.


your's truly. Chelles...

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

HEYYYYAA!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.

alex!!! u are going to come out next year, april 3rd !!! OBSESSION IS THE BOOK'S TITLE. omg.
omg.
ommgg.

and ... I GET TO VIEW U IN ANOTHER LIGHT!
capital crimes. by jonathan and faye kellerman. omg.

OMG.
HeyyA!! going to start on my new and hardest topic today!! it's elderly vs young. quite hard actually. just said that.

rihanna on media player now. new song that i got introduced to. by christine actually.
met new people today. evelyn and sally from DBS. VERY NICE people. wished that our school could trade those teachers for them. make our lives better. much MUCH better indeed.



.....................

sorry. for the break. FINISHED MY TOPIC already!!

listening to snow patrol's chasing cars. totally love that song. seem to be on a song spree mode.
my mum spoke to a very depressed cashier working at the pharmacy today. she said that with0ut challenges in life, life would'nt be called life anymore. makes SENSE though. XD

( my guess would be that she is going through a tough breakup.) SHhh.
my mum felt sorry for her and wished her to have a nice day. it helps... ALOT.
even i would be cheered up by that little comment. better that than none. come to think about it. yeah?

haven't taken a bath yet. going to do so soon. have to update u about my reading scheme? yeah?
so... i have successfully completed motor mouth- metro girl part 2!! by my favourite JANET E. (evanovich). MISS MISS MISS alex!!!
............................. i feel as though u are dying. WHY?
sorry sorry sorry.

feel as though i got nothing better to say. its good that u can be living with me. in my cupboard. sorry to give u such a hard bed. i wouldn't want u to be at my bedside collecting dust and HAIR. to let u know, i drop lots and lots of hair. going though a phase . according to mum. really wish u could meet with dillon. u have met ranger and joe already. d'you like them?
just to let u know, i prefer ranger though. much much sleeker than joe. what about the rest of my friends? all the 15 on the list? do u know them? i really would like u to know them. so SORRY about gavin quick though. although he was commiting adultry , but its really sad to see him go like that. for u to go though all that suffering and headache. even when u were in the web- having holiday, u had a shock of ur life. really sorry for that to happen. and robin too. she had to witness the killing of the other guy. really SUEY that u had to do that in defense of urself. even my mum didn't approve of u. she exclaimed u were a psycopath. sorry if i dont know how to spell it.


really ranting and ranting on now. .
i really don't know what to say anymore.

and in over the edge, self defence, private eyes, survival of the fittest.... u were GREAT.


just to let u know. just before i finish the series off. and i guess.....

you'd just....



fade

..... away...



your's truly.... with a broken heart and soul

CH'elles-

Sunday, December 03, 2006

HeYYA!!

Finished another of my english questions! excited yeah? X)
just thought of Alex again when i wrote PSYCHOLOGISTS under allied professions. ......


....................................... XOXOX...







.... sorry if i forgot to sign off just now.

here i am now. signing off...


your's TRULY_

CH'elles ..............
HEYya!! __________________*

Just completed my "performance" question for my EngLISh homework.. realised i'd got another 80+ pages to go to finish up my cheenese book. its a term for chinese you see. felt that i am starting to miss ALEX alot.


______________________nostalgic*_______________________


really missing you. just knew u for over 5+ months only and u are starting to fade away.
ANYWAY. i'd better learn to stop harping on those feelings and try my best to overcome it.
surprisingly optimistic don't u think? X

listening to tong hua now. love that song. its ending though. so is alex.

however much i may hate james patterson for creating a character so fitting and so close to my liking. i would never ever want to replace alex delaware with alex cross.

CROSS HIM OUT. ______

sorry JAMES p. i cant patronise your book right now. not when alex is fading away. .... ..
you've created a character freakingly similar to alex delaware. WHY??

ALL'S FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR.


is it?







btw. i finished " 13 little blue envelopes "by maureen johnson. ahh. i remembered!

XD trying to be happy now. can't always let those unhappy feelings dampen my spirit. even though when there's nothing really exciting to look forward to right now. MUST Learn!! X)
now's playing yi qian nian yi hou. love that song too. REMINISCING the past. ..........

got myself new GUYS. jared kent and keith dobson.

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Heeyya!

i forgot. ONE more thing-

i called joash a baldie cause he shaved his head with the shaver... its a WHAT??! kind of thing but accidents do happen sometimes. there was blood though.

but...

NOW- he's going to the dinner with a christmas hat! To cover up his baldness!!

joash- lOving.you'always.

CHelles'